I CANT WAIT FOR TMRW!
Time to tidy up my room,
then start on hols homework, I guess. : D
Hahas. XD
Then ask my mum for permission to go Janice's house tmrw. : X
Hahas. Hopefully, she will allow.
If not,
I'll get killed. ):
Anyways,
time passes really fast.
It's like an hour just passed since noon.
But actually 7 hours had passed.):
And these 7 hours,
I didn't do anything.
That's the best part, alright?
What the hell.
I didn't do anything.
But I thought of alot alot alot of things.
: D The sad and the happy memories.
Just 3 months for this year.
And I've already feel that this year is going to be
a bloody bad year.
Bullshit.
But well,
you made it a better year for me. : D
I remember during these 3 months,
there was a period which I really lost my faith in God.
I dont know why.
I somehow didn't trust Him more.):
But well, things are better now.
I trust Him.
And I know he understands my situation..
There was also a SHORT period of depression.
A really short period.
The days after we broke up.
Yeah.
I was suffering from depression.
Thought of dying.
I remembered I was holding my pen knife,
deciding if I should just slash my wrist and leave this world.
But well,
I'm kind of glad that I didn't. : D
I wonder what if I did?!
And Ashley spreads things really fast.
Like what the hell?
Big mouth I shall say?
I dont know lah.
No comments.
Now, I'm feeling lost.
I dont know why.
I just have this lost feeling in me.
WHY?
Damned.
Alright,
I guess I train tmrw. (:
Hopefully I can.
Didn't see a doctor,
and my mum almost killed me for it. XD
Alright
Just a SHORT? post.
I really love you.
I really need you.
I'm crazy over you.
<3